Pinch me, Im dreaming... OW!

[Crystal]

Ah military bases...thats where the rest of my breed has been hiding. Come on now, I'm lonely. I may possibly be the only housewife in my entire county. Well unless you count all the retired widows that live on my street.

[__crazy_canine__]

Ugh, I knew it was too good to be true. :cry: :cry: :cry:

Its a long story whats going on but to make it short... I missed the bus the last two days. The first time I mad eit to school, late but at least I got there. Yesterday I couldnt make it at all. She went mad about the whole thing. Now I cant have a dog. I know I was in the wrong but that still seems a bit harsh, IMO. Especially since she knows getting a dog is the world to me... AND the fact that Im going through a really tough time with all this depression sh*t. Im not using that as an excuse but it is a really, really hard thing to go through.

Im going to make a topic in NDR about all of this. :sadCyber:

[Lucky Chaos]

Hun I know exactly what your going through. *Hugs* My dogs did help tons. Maybe ask for one more chance?

[__crazy_canine__]

I wish it were that simple...

I honestly don't know why she even said yes in the first place because I KNEW this was going to happen. I did. I even said that to her after she said I could have a dog. I told her, "I know it's not going to happen... its too good to be true." What I was thinking was, "Things never EVER go right for me so why should such a great thing happen for me now?" All she could say was, "Stop being so negative!"

It's not that I'm negative, I just don't expect things to ever go how I would want them to... mainly because they never have. I'm just looking at reality. The facts. What I know; and what I know is that if I get my hopes up when that "no" comes around it's harder to get over it. So I don't hope for anything anymore.

I swear this was the last straw for me. I'm completely dead inside. Things have gone downhill so fast and so suddenly... I hate it. I need to get out of this house.

[Rowie-the-Pooh]

CC, I'm so sorry. I didn't even get to say congrats and now this. :( When my mom refuses to listen to me (stubborn aren't they?) I put all my thoughts down on paper and then show her. Then she can see my side of the story. Maybe you could try that with your mom? And the whole missing the bus thing.. that's so freaky! It happened to me on Sunday. I was late to school and my mom FREAKED OUT on me. She seriously FREAKED OUT. Urghh, she went ballistic and was yelling and screaming and its like.. I was late to school ONCE! And I just needed to get out of the house, and I was THIS CLOSE to skipping school. I just couldn't stand it. But I managed to cool down, plus Monday was mothers day in this part of the world so we managed to forgive each other..

So I know what you mean. Maybe you can blow off some steam at the HS?? Or just go watch a movie or something.. just get some fresh air! :wink: